when I grow up?

This christmas time was pretty awesome... being with my family and everything being normal was suprisingly satisfying. Maybe too satisfying so I didnt feel that I have anything special to say... maybe next time.
So I will skip this boring part of my life... I have a question anyways.. When I will finally grow up? I was questionning myself what i want to become when i grow up but I realized that I maybe never grow up so that whole question doesnt have sense then... what do you think?